Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Not a good fan of liars

Owhkey.
Maybe i would be speechless in front of u bt at least u should know how i felt okie girl?
Look i dont like people do lies to me even though its a small lie.
Nt a fan of that kind of people nor friend.
I dont know y u dont want to tell me the truth even though what u did was a common thing for me but do u really have to cover the truth?
Once u lied to me even though its a small thing u really make me feel insecure to be friends with u again.
And u do know that im really a sensitive person especially after what my cousin did to me, n now . . ..
I thought we were honest about each other.
Hey ! I dont want to be busybody about ur personal life that not many people knew about it nor wanted to be ur bestfriend soo desperately or terhegeh-hegeh nak rapat dengan kau or watsoever shit but at least just tell me the truth even though its stupid stuff. At least it makes me feel secure when im friends w/ u.
Owh well
The hell w/ u.
Lyk i care.
Ur life is none of my business ryt?
U would say dat in my face when u read dis cuz u thought that i was too bossy about ur life.
I noe u would want to do it but u try not to cuz if u did others would noe the real u.

Hohoho I dont even know who are my real friends.
That is the saddest part of my life.
Not knowing my true friends.
Its a sad life people.
Y am i always da one who uncovered da worst part of my friends?
Naaahhh its okie im fine.
Im strong soo dont u worry about me..
I dont need that kind of people to be w/ me..
Lol
Yeahhh
I can be damn emotional..
Sometimes..
I guess =.=

CHEERS :D

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Too advance? -___-"

Fine.
I have to admit something people.
Im no good in english !
Lol 
owkeeyyyyyyyyyyyyy
That is soo random !
Hahaha


Too Advance?
What do i mean by that huh?
According to the dictionary too advance mean bla bla bla bla bla....
Im tooooooooooo lazzzyyyyyy to open the dictonary..
So y dont you open YOUR dictionary to find out what does it mean?
Too lazy too?
Lol 
Fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
According to ME,
For me too advance is like i dont know..., beyond anyone?
lol
Im nt sure how old i really am bt according to my IC im only 16, notice the numbers there? SIXTEEN !
Bt sometimes i dont think as 16 years old girl. Teenage girl. Normal teenager.
Nowaday, in our teenage world, when ur 16 its lyk the starting for us to try doing something..
Well complex word 'stupid'..
Lyk drugs, alcohol, clubbing, sex, fashionista wannabe and bla bla blaaaa..
Im sorry if that offends u bt hey u have to admit it is true, ryt??
Too many things NORMAL teenagers would want to do or planning to do..
Its the same ryt? =____= lol
Fineee.. 
Bt bt bt as for me, 16 is lyk a whole brand new world through my eyes...
Juz thank to God that ur nt me.. =.=
I've been struggling with myself lately..
N its really confusing and hard..
It drives me crazy sometimes..
Sooo yeah life is  hard.. 


Everyone has their own dark side..
Well im nt sure if i do have one..
Lol
Bt not that darkkkk...
Theres still light somewhere there -___-
lol
Im nt sure if Im really that bad person,
Till my own cousin,
MY VERY OWN COUSIN,
that i really really love talk behind my back.
Talk bad stuff bout me..
Am i dat bad?
R u really judging me by what others told u?
Look..., people if u really think that im really that FUCK UP,
then forget it..
Ur nt me or my very close friends..
Even some of my very close friends they misjudge me..
Sometimes it is very hard for me to find someone who can be on the same page on me, other than me, myself and I and God =.=
Sooo please cuz i cant keep ur fucking pretty mouth UP juz mind ur own business.. My life wont be part of your life.. Lyk I want to be part of yours.. Arghhhh eww much? JOKING ! lol
Bt yeahh u noe still..
Im a little bit confused w/ myself lately..
I love my boyfriend soo much which i hope will be my husband.. Soon.. lol
N n n i really like to be w/ dis girl..
I juz discovered her real world which yeahhh pretty cool.... I dun noe how da hell she could cover the other side of her... =___=
Hohoho my kitty bumbum.  :D
Phewwww I feel soo much better ryt nw... g2g ! Bye people... ;)





Monday, August 30, 2010

A little bit more to kill them

Still cant forget what my cousin did to me.
Deeply devastated.
Cant figure out y.
Shit. WHATHEFUCK is wrong w/ those people? 
Cant u fucking live me alone???
Such a bitch.
Y r u soo jealous dat im having my life to the fullest??
Fuck off from my life larr weii.
N watafuck is wrong w/ my classmates???
If u think ur soo fucking GOOD show me ur ticket to heaven !
Mampus arr.. Pukimak giler..
Hey bitches.
I can finally tell if u r juz pretending w/ me.
Dun make me really pissed off.
I already am.
U dun noe me soo dun u dare to mess w/ me.
Owh well, i noe who told nasty stuff bout me to 'her' soo better watch ur mouth bitch.. :)

Nway, texting my bestfren lately.. Sooo happy ! LOL >.<
Im sorry syg if im really not dat gud in treating u.. I noe im mean n bla bla bla.. Bt i really love u =\

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Y me?

I always there for them..
Never let them be alone...
Everytime they need me,
I always be there..
Never back off..
I listen to them as i choose my words carefully to make them happy..
Bt when i need someone, no one is there for me..
My bestfriend?
He always da last person to noe bout my life..
My close friends?
Told them bt guess wat they would say "Aku x tau larr weii.. Kau tanyer larr org lain.."
Since dat all my painful, sad, pathetic, pitiful things happened to me, i juz keep it to myself..
Never let anyone noes bout it..
Gosh.. Im soo pathetic..

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Didnt realize how emotional i was =.=

Hahaha I noee im dumb =.=
Being soo emo 4 stupid guy.. Hahah
Okieee..
Nway, i spent most of my time by sleeping.. I guess i had to much sleep =\
heeee
Gosh ! Did i tell u dat i hav wonderful pet brother..??!! I didnt noe he can be dat deep.. Making me stronger n feeling much better than b4.. I love him soo much !! LOL >.<
Come bck to reality ! Skool hols r around da corner !!! YEAHHHH !!!!
Gheeezzzz.. Cant wait 4 dat though ;)

Friday, May 28, 2010

Gheezz... Havnt update my blog 4 soo long =.=

Ollaaaa !!!! >.<
Gosh !! At last im actually updating my blog !!! Hahaha
Well, its wesak n i got soo bored n then saw my own link on my fb profile soo totally forgotten dat i hav a blog.. LOL XP

Hmm.. I dun noe wat to write though =\

Owh yeahh !! I hav great friends in skool !! I hav my bitches to keep my busy in class =.=
hahaha I hav a pet brother !! I love him soo much ! Lol.. At least he is nicer than my own lil brothers.. Those bastards at home annoyed me a lot T^T

I met a gentleman ! He aint dat hot at all.. Trust me.. He is lyk if im nt mistaken 8 years older than me? heh =.= Bt dun get me wrong.. He really is nice & gentleman ! At least he is a DJ.. U noe as in DJ.. ;) heheh

Well, there is another guy.. Bt i rejected him cuz he is bloody hell always ask me to top up 4 him and being a jerk lyk flirting every gurl on FB !!! Goshhh.. Get a life man !! =P

Im missing my bestfriend soo damn freaking a lot !!!! =(
Nway, im not gonna tallk bout my exams since i noe i did dis exam worst in my life !!!!! ARGHHHHHH =.=

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Bored -.-

Watching anime lately.. Vampire bund, yumei.. sumthing2 i forgot n owh nodame too =) hahah
Sooo bored nothing else to do -.- hahah
Reading danielle steel's book.. Love it so much.. Learnt bout love soo much..
But still love being me =) hahah X ad kaitan langsung >.<
What goes around comes around.. U cheated on him, someone will cheat on u back soo better becareful lar... Sigh.. But nak wat mcm ne padan muka larr minah tu.. Perasan hot stuff n ingat diri tu bagus sgt.. Kn dah kena dump.. -.- dumbass... hahah