Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Dump?

I dun noe how am i going to handle dis situation.. I juz lyk wat? Dump 3 guyz For a guy.. I must say those 3 guyz are richie boys.. So now is it worth for me to do that?

Sunday, January 31, 2010

MC

I Stay In Love lyrics

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Altought I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Happiness

Happiness means state of being full of contentment, cheerful..

Well, how can some people achieved happiness?
Shit.. Am i phsyco? Naahh..I dont think soo... I still love my life though... lol.. =)

Hi hi hi !!! =)

I am missing my good friends soo much =(

Lately, i dont know y, but sumtimes i feel soo sad dat it could bring tears rolling down on my cheeks... I was crying for no reason.. Sumtimes i feel lyk im having a heart broken.. Y does dis happening to me? Where did i go wrong? 4 godsake.. I dont know what to think.. Whos fault is it? Am i happy? Or sad? Am i cheerful? Or phoney? Am i acting? Or am i real? Damn.. Whats up with my thinking..?? I dont know how am i feeling ryt now.. I feel nothing.. Expressionless.. Emotionless..

Monday, January 25, 2010

Damn them =.=

Shit !
I didnt bring my handphone today cuz i was really  really hoping dat today theyr going to have spotcheck in my class.. Unfortunately they didnt do it !!! Instead of my class, they were having spotcheck the other class of form 4.. Damn those prefects.. =.=

Sunday, January 24, 2010

She's not what she was anymore..

You are not what you were,
I can see that,
You are not what you were,
U scared me with your words these days,
You are not what you were,
Your sincere smile has gone,
Your cheerful happy face has gone,
The smile in your eyes has gone,
It seems that when i saw your eyes,
You were asking help,
How could this happen?
When I see you in your eyes,
There's been pains in your heart lately,
Why?
Please..
Don't do anything stupid that could break my heart  forever sayang..
I could not afford to lose u..
Im standing strong where i am right now,
Is because of you,
You taught me how to be strong,
I am so grateful to know you,
I am blessed to have u with me,
Im thanking and so grateful to God to be close to you,
Im sorry i could not be there for you,
I really am..
But i always want you to know,
I may seemed very far from your sight,
But i always there in your heart,

I realized that i always need u here with me,
I need you,
I miss you,
I love you,
You are my very good friend forever..
Dont go..
Yesterday i met you,
I didnt realize there was something wrong with you,
Until i left you alone,
Until my mum asked me how are you,
At that particular moment,
I realized,
You are not what you were..
You are what you are.. 



When You're Gone lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Friday, January 22, 2010

Love myself !!!



I was born with flat-chested (but u can still see my butt when im wearing jeans.. Duh.. =.= hahah).. Soo last wednesday i went to curve to meet my bf.. Suddenly i had a stomach cramp.. It ruined my day.. He went back earlier than he should.. Soo i was alone by myself with da pain in my stomach.. I cant even walk.. Soo i just stay on the bench for quite long.. I tried to call my friend who live near by curve but unfortunately, he didnt pick up his hp.. I WAS IN PAIN for Godsake !! After few minutes later, i hold myself together to take a cab n go back to my school.. On da way to da taxi stand there was dis minah rempit yg sgt sial told her friend dat i have very small boobs.. She said "Wei, ko nampak x pompuan yg pakai baju kadet polis 2? (i was wearing cadet police shirt) Tetek dier kecik giler x best ! " They thought i didnt hear wat she said... I cnt help myself n wanted to laugh bt i was in pain sooo yeahhh.. Hahaha
HELL-owh BIATCH !!, plizz do understand dat we were born with different kind of body shape.. N i am sooo greatful to have my skinny boyish body shape cuz i always hang out with my friends that r very dirty minded soo at da very least i dun attract them with my body or specifically my boobs except dat my cute face n sweet voice ! hahaha >.<
+ these r celebs dat love their body n very comfortable with their own skin..



 



 

N i am very proud to be lyk one of them ! Love me, myself and I !!! =)