Sigh

Life is not fun lately..

I am sick of this..

Y cant be lyk them?

Im bored of this..

Y cant i be lyk them?

Im tired of this...

Y cant i be lyk them?

Im feeling soo lonely...

Y cant i be with them?

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired lyrics

Through my haste, impatience waits
The time has come, I hesitate
Feel so dry, I'm dead inside
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

So I wake up and I feel that there is nothing real
I haven't heard Your voice in so long
And I know this drought is probably not Your fault
I'm so weak and thirsty

On my knees I need You
I did not mean to leave You
All my heart receives You
It was me it's not You
Restore me, strengthen me
I'm sick and tired, of sick and weak
I decrease, You increase
Heal me of this disease

My heart is thin, sin creeps in
I know You see the pride in me
My mind is gone, I can not think
I have not prayed for weeks and weeks

So I wake up and I feel that there is nothing real
I haven't heard Your voice in so long
And I know this drought is probably not Your fault
I'm so weak and thirsty

Sumtimes i juz realize dat i hav a brain n my mind ddat really love to think further n deeper n beyond anyone's dat sum people cant understand the way im thinking.. Even my parents they cant understand me.. Owh yeah.. Sure sum of my frens would say "Fatinah? Alar.. I boleh baca dia.. Shes soo easy to handle.. Shes stupid and weak" "Fatinah? Alar.. I've known her for years of coz i do understand her.." "Fatinah? Alar.. I bestfriend dia.. Soo i kenal dia lar.." "Fatinah? Im her boyfriend.. Shes easy to handle.." Can u guyz lyk stop it ?! I mean COME ON !!! Ur not me soo get da hell out from my life  ! U guyz r juz lucky dat i dun hav magics or powers... But one thing i am very sure is dat I GET EVERYTHING I BELIEVE... Sumtimes i can read people ya noe lyk wat kind of person they are.. They lied to me n they dun even noe dat i knew dat they were lying.. My instinct is very strong.. Soo if u want to lie me  to plizz rethink bout it.. U dun want to c me getting pissed off...