The journey of my life today

Went to ou. Meet haziq n jyhah n memey. Haziq and i off to the movie. Jyhah went to mid valley to meet him. After movie i was hungry. Off to Old Town. Ring ring..! Haziq's hp. His dad asked him to go back home lyk at da moment. No kiss. No hug. No make out. No nothing. Its hurtful. But its alright its ok. An hour later. Someone called me. Where was i? MPH
Da person: "Fatinah! Ko dah break up k?! WHAT HAPPEN????"
Me : "No ! He juz left me n he had to go back cuz his mom ada breathing difficulty"
Da person : " What ?! R u sure? Cuz he juz changed his status from 'in relationship' to 'single' lyk damn.... FEW MINUTES AGO !!!"
Me : Said nothing.. Cried.. Went to da toilet..
Called haziq..
Me : "Hows ur mom?"
Haziq "Shes okay dah"
Me : "I nak break up"
Haziq : "Yeah me too"
Owhkey....... Thats how it went..
In side da toilet..
Called lyana.. Cried.. Told her everything.. Hung up.. Still crying.. Hakem..
Me : "Ko kat mana?"
Hakem : "Rumah.. Asal ko menangis?"
told him everything what happen..
HAH !! He mastered all... He told me everything bout guyz.. Stop crying.. laughed cuz he made jokes from it.. Felt soo much better.. Blamed me.. My fault.. I didnt treat him as a girlfriend should.. He thought that jyhah is wayyy important than him bt did he know that i fought w/ jyhah b4 to clear up his image.. Owh well.. Bad day for me, jyhah, and danial.. Called amin..
Me : "Amin plizz come to ou.. Teman me jap.. Dun tell my mum.."
Amin : "Buzy lar... Mak uda tau k tak yang awak nie kat ou?"
Me : "Tau.."
Amin : "Dgn sape skrang nie?"
Me : "Alone" (try no to cry)
Amin : " What ?! Serious lar.. Takkan sorang2 jer nie..??"
Me : "He left me n juz broke up..K lar.. Xpe.. Bye"
What was and am i thinking now? Hakem was ryt bout everything.. =)
Sad. Cry. Darkness. Painful. Heartbroken. Love? No thax.. Im done with it..

Cry lyrics

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life