Change?

People.

Can they really change for better?

Or they changed for better n then they got fed up being "goody-good" n went back to what they were or worse?

Can someone really change people?

Will it work?

No. I'm serious.

Can it really work using nice words, kindness n bla bla bla..

Will it really work?

Well yeahh..

Of coz everyone wants to become better person in every way..

But can they keep it up with their plan's to become a better person?

I'm just worried if I'll become worse than before.

Yeahh..

I am not a good person either.

Just being curious.

Scared if people that i love become worse in the future.

My sister, my brothers, my nieces, my nephews,

Or my own kids.

Which parents want to see their kids doing things that they shouldnt do?

Or the same mistakes that we did?

Well yeahh..

U can say "owh my parents damn cool. They dont really care about shits that i do."

R u really sure about that?

Yeahh.. Maybe they do not show their worries n caring enough about u cuz their too busy w/ their works..

But i really am sure they did cry n pray for their kids to become a better person n better parents in the future.

That hits me a lot.

Maybe the way we're acting ryt now,

Those fuck up things that we did, n still doing it,

Wont effect us ryt NOW in a way,

But hell yes.

It will effect our kids FUTURE.

Do u know y?

Cuz ryt now,

Shits that we did or doing it and we're OKAY with it even though we already knew that its WRONG,

And then we will actually let our kids doing it cuz we thought it's OKAY since we did those stuffs at their age.

Soo yeahh..

Seeing people around me,

What they're doing.,

The way they're acting,

The way they're thinking,

Really makes me think more about the future than the present.

What kind of person i want to be?

The path is right in front of me.

Just waiting for me to choose it.

Better or worse?

Darkness or brightness?

U can insult everything that i've just wrote.

Criticize me, saying Im just want attention cuz think im better than anyone,

Or call me just wanna show to the world that Im the only one who aint fuck up,

Or whatever shits u want to say about me.

Do i give a damn about it?

Maybe no maybe yes.

Depends on what ur criticizing.

Just want to let u know what i was thinking about.

Just want to share with u the reality.

Or should i say the patterns of our life.