Silent

I can be damn loud, hyper, talkative, bithcy, mean, but yeahh..

I can be damn silent, just smile, n listen to what you people were saying..

Those words that came out from your mouth ran through my mind like a damn fast train..

And then,

Suddenly the mind paused for awhile and thinking of what u've just said..

Hell yeahhh...

I caught u said the things that u did..

The things that u shouldn't do..

But did i attack u at that time?

Nope..

I let it be.. 

Keep it cool and keep on smiling :)

Just keep on telling myself to be really damn aware with the words that u would say next..

Owh well,

I've been training myself to be think before the words come from my mouth..

I am sick of those people who keep on telling me n bragging to me of what they people dont want to do but in the end they did..

Yeahhh...

After the things that i shouldnt do but i already did,

Since that day,

I just realized what i did is a big mistake..

Theres no turning back..

Thats for sure..

Soo like i said,

If you've said u don't want to do those shits then just don't ok?

But if u did the things that u've said u DO NOT want to do,

U just make a bad or worse impression on me.

And you now what, 

That is damn bad..

You know why?

U've made me having paranoia.

Yeahhh.. 

And my paranoid doesnt go off easily..

It will come back n keep on bugging me on negative thoughts..

And and i HATE when it happened..

It annoyed me like freaking hell.

And what u've said u didnt want to do but u did and i caught u red handed.,

HAH !

Now that is something.

Its like a tiny sharp knife stabbed my heart hundreds of time..

It hurts a lot.

Freaking a lot.

But yeahh..

I didnt complaint about it..

It takes time for me to complaint stuffs.. (except for the heatness of coz! I cant stand the heat =.=)

Soo yeahhh..

At least i didnt make up story to impress anyone. (pssstttt im not sure if u were telling the truth or not but watever. lol)

The one who wants the limelight is u.

If i really want the limelight, i would have gotten it till now.