MC

I Stay In Love lyrics

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Altought I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Happiness

Happiness means state of being full of contentment, cheerful..

Well, how can some people achieved happiness?
Shit.. Am i phsyco? Naahh..I dont think soo... I still love my life though... lol.. =)

Hi hi hi !!! =)

I am missing my good friends soo much =(

Lately, i dont know y, but sumtimes i feel soo sad dat it could bring tears rolling down on my cheeks... I was crying for no reason.. Sumtimes i feel lyk im having a heart broken.. Y does dis happening to me? Where did i go wrong? 4 godsake.. I dont know what to think.. Whos fault is it? Am i happy? Or sad? Am i cheerful? Or phoney? Am i acting? Or am i real? Damn.. Whats up with my thinking..?? I dont know how am i feeling ryt now.. I feel nothing.. Expressionless.. Emotionless..

Damn them =.=

Shit !
I didnt bring my handphone today cuz i was really  really hoping dat today theyr going to have spotcheck in my class.. Unfortunately they didnt do it !!! Instead of my class, they were having spotcheck the other class of form 4.. Damn those prefects.. =.=

She's not what she was anymore..

You are not what you were,

I can see that,

You are not what you were,

U scared me with your words these days,

You are not what you were,

Your sincere smile has gone,

Your cheerful happy face has gone,

The smile in your eyes has gone,

It seems that when i saw your eyes,

You were asking help,

How could this happen?

When I see you in your eyes,

There's been pains in your heart lately,

Why?

Please..

Don't do anything stupid that could break my heart  forever sayang..

I could not afford to lose u..

Im standing strong where i am right now,

Is because of you,

You taught me how to be strong,

I am so grateful to know you,

I am blessed to have u with me,

Im thanking and so grateful to God to be close to you,

Im sorry i could not be there for you,

I really am..

But i always want you to know,

I may seemed very far from your sight,

But i always there in your heart,

I realized that i always need u here with me,

I need you,

I miss you,

I love you,

You are my very good friend forever..

Dont go..

Yesterday i met you,

I didnt realize there was something wrong with you,

Until i left you alone,

Until my mum asked me how are you,

At that particular moment,

I realized,

You are not what you were..

You are what you are.. 



When You're Gone lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Love myself !!!

I was born with flat-chested (but u can still see my butt when im wearing jeans.. Duh.. =.= hahah).. Soo last wednesday i went to curve to meet my bf.. Suddenly i had a stomach cramp.. It ruined my day.. He went back earlier than he should.. Soo i was alone by myself with da pain in my stomach.. I cant even walk.. Soo i just stay on the bench for quite long.. I tried to call my friend who live near by curve but unfortunately, he didnt pick up his hp.. I WAS IN PAIN for Godsake !! After few minutes later, i hold myself together to take a cab n go back to my school.. On da way to da taxi stand there was dis minah rempit yg sgt sial told her friend dat i have very small boobs.. She said "Wei, ko nampak x pompuan yg pakai baju kadet polis 2? (i was wearing cadet police shirt) Tetek dier kecik giler x best ! " They thought i didnt hear wat she said... I cnt help myself n wanted to laugh bt i was in pain sooo yeahhh.. Hahaha

HELL-owh BIATCH !!, plizz do understand dat we were born with different kind of body shape.. N i am sooo greatful to have my skinny boyish body shape cuz i always hang out with my friends that r very dirty minded soo at da very least i dun attract them with my body or specifically my boobs except dat my cute face n sweet voice ! hahaha >.<

+ these r celebs dat love their body n very comfortable with their own skin..

 

 

 

N i am very proud to be lyk one of them ! Love me, myself and I !!! =)

Halloooooo !!! Hee =)

Olla ollaa olllaaa !!! hahaha

Soo sweet...

Im feeling soo hyper for no reason !! I want to meet all my gud frens !! I want to meet lyana jyhah amin danial All of them dat r  from smk bu3.. Me missing u lorh !! hahaha >.<

Omg ! I love Colbie Caillat's - You Got Me !! It juz sooo damn sweet song !!

You Got Me lyrics

Your'e stuck on me and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though I try to hide

I like you, I like you

I think I felt my heart skip a beat

I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe

The way you take my hand is just you sweet

And that crooked smile of yours

It knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin

'Cause no matter what I do

Oh, my heart is filled with you

I can't imagine what it'd be like

Living each day in this life

Without you, without you

One look from you, I know you understand

This mess we're in you know, it's just so out of hand

Oh, I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin

'Cause no matter what I do

Oh, my heart is filled with you

I hope we always fell this way

I know we will

And in my heart I know tthat you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin

'Cause no matter what I do

Oh, I just can't get enough

How much do I need to fill me up?

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin

'Cause no matter what I do

Oh, my heart is filled with you

Oh, you got me, you got me

Oh, you got me, you got me

Owh yeah.. I saw dis beautiful sexylicious dress from ECHOPARK !! I love echopark ! haha They rock babeyyhh..

Anyway, I suppose to go to school  tomorrow but ya noe.. I malas lorh.. Tomorrow is da 3rd time for my absence in school.. I will get a warnig letter in no time.. Duh... My school is getting stricter ! Btw, I got my hair CUT today !!!! I looked lyk cleopetra in many ways... Hahaha N i think its cute ! hee >.<

Sigh

Life is not fun lately..

I am sick of this..

Y cant be lyk them?

Im bored of this..

Y cant i be lyk them?

Im tired of this...

Y cant i be lyk them?

Im feeling soo lonely...

Y cant i be with them?

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired lyrics

Through my haste, impatience waits
The time has come, I hesitate
Feel so dry, I'm dead inside
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

So I wake up and I feel that there is nothing real
I haven't heard Your voice in so long
And I know this drought is probably not Your fault
I'm so weak and thirsty

On my knees I need You
I did not mean to leave You
All my heart receives You
It was me it's not You
Restore me, strengthen me
I'm sick and tired, of sick and weak
I decrease, You increase
Heal me of this disease

My heart is thin, sin creeps in
I know You see the pride in me
My mind is gone, I can not think
I have not prayed for weeks and weeks

So I wake up and I feel that there is nothing real
I haven't heard Your voice in so long
And I know this drought is probably not Your fault
I'm so weak and thirsty

Sumtimes i juz realize dat i hav a brain n my mind ddat really love to think further n deeper n beyond anyone's dat sum people cant understand the way im thinking.. Even my parents they cant understand me.. Owh yeah.. Sure sum of my frens would say "Fatinah? Alar.. I boleh baca dia.. Shes soo easy to handle.. Shes stupid and weak" "Fatinah? Alar.. I've known her for years of coz i do understand her.." "Fatinah? Alar.. I bestfriend dia.. Soo i kenal dia lar.." "Fatinah? Im her boyfriend.. Shes easy to handle.." Can u guyz lyk stop it ?! I mean COME ON !!! Ur not me soo get da hell out from my life  ! U guyz r juz lucky dat i dun hav magics or powers... But one thing i am very sure is dat I GET EVERYTHING I BELIEVE... Sumtimes i can read people ya noe lyk wat kind of person they are.. They lied to me n they dun even noe dat i knew dat they were lying.. My instinct is very strong.. Soo if u want to lie me  to plizz rethink bout it.. U dun want to c me getting pissed off...

IM SICK OF THIS!

Man.. I hate when my mum nagging me bout ya noe stupid stuff juz cuz my dad got angry w/ her cuz of me !

MY dad is such a jerk.. Ego maniac.. N y da hell am i inherit his egomaniac ?! =.= hahah

Well at least im not lyk sum1.. LYANA !!!!!!!!!!!! Me missing u =(

Olla !!!!! =)

Yo yo yo !!

Damn.. My weight is 36 kg.. My boobs r getting flatter.. Now i always having gastric.. Shitt.. Its KILLING me.. This is soooo not healthy.. Telling my mum is even worst ! =.=

Nway, i didnt go to school today.. hehehe

Wonder y eah???

Well, actually i accidently woke up late dis morning n couldnt get to school in time.. I was still in kayu ara when the time was lyk bout 7.30 am.. My mum was nagging at me da whole time.. Soo annoying... At last, she asked me whether i want to go to school or not.. OBVIOUSLY i said N-O !! hahah

I was sooo lazy larr.. But at the same time im kinda regret cuz today is hari kebudayaan.. Owh well, shut up fatinah... Its toooooo LATE !! Haha >.<