in between

im in between to be good person or to be bad person. i hate it.

Strong

Havnt update my blog for awhile. Owh y didnt i? Cuz maybe its too much that u people cant handle :P lol Honestly, i did cry less and lesser? Lyk im heartless but do have feelings? LOL I dont wats wrong w/ me. I have lesser energy lately, bad tempered, sleep a lot, tired, lazy, always say something mean to others.. Owh GOD please change me to become a better person T^T

lost

I miss u. I miss u a lot. I miss when we were happy together. I miss those moments. The laughter of urs made me smile whole day.
Im sorry the way i acted nowadays.
I hav doubt on us.

To him:
Pergi mampus ar kau =.=

To her:
I miss u a lot.
Sorry.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!

ermm okieee...
What date is today?
OMG !
2nd of January.
No no no no !!!
I have school tomorrow !!!
I really am scared for this year.
Hmmm
What will happen after my spm?
Only god knows.
Have to get the hell out from the hell asap !
lol

Owh gosh im insane

Okie.
I need shrink.
Seriously no joke.
Im getting crazier. *gaps*
Lol
No im really serioussssss..
Owh well myb i'll be ok after i met lyana later on..
Phewwwww -____-

things never went right.

I was really moved with Justin Bieber's song, PRAY,
Been listening to that song lately,
When i feel down n listening to that song the smile is back.
Yeah.
Getting stronger everytime,
Im starting to learn that no one can lean on someone for long,
Im starting to learn that standing up w/ my own feet better than juz being so emotional,
Im starting to learn that no one would really be there,
Im starting to learn that u cant trust someone's words or promises 100%,
Im starting to learn not to put soo much hope in someone but myself,
Im starting to learn that life isnt a gamble nor joke,
Life is a maze,
A dangerous big maze with everything inside it,
Roller-coaster, horrible accident, unexpected guest u name it.
Live our life to the fullest aint mean u go n fuck urself up.
Screw urself then thats it,
It may be the end or beginning for u.
Depends on what kinda person u r.
People would ask me to tell wth happened to me,
But it seems those words stuck n wont come out,
People would put soo much pressure on me n still i couldnt tell what had happened.
Holidays were really suck up.
Spent most of my times sleeping n pray to god so that the time pass away juz lyk that. -___-"

But all i do now,

Every moment when things aint ryt,

Close my eyes n pray that things eventually gets better. :)

haters

Formspring : kau tahu tak muka kau mcm tikus?ooOOoo haha gambar kau asl rambut je serabai muka mana?.. hahah

Me : Owh ye ke? tikus cute aq suka. Tikus pandai dan licik aq suka. Xharam. X dihitung dosa. Bagus nya kalu dpt jadi tikus or haiwan lain2. Xmacam kau perangai macam setan laknatullah. Allah benci. Thax :)

Lol

Juz opened my formspring.

Heh.

Quite a compliment for me?

Lol

Honestly, i love being messy.

But people love to give me names. Not sure y.

They call me "tikus", tiger, cat, lion, elephant, what else? =.=

But yeah i dont mind being an animal.

That would be soo much better.

Even Saidina Abu Bakar nak jd haiwan.

Haihz

Honestly bitchest,

I know who u are.

I dont give a fucking damn about what u've said.

Cuz deep down inside u,

U knew,

I am GOD DAMN BETTER THAN YOU ARE.

Ouiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)